Happy Thanksgiving

What to say about today? I didn't sleep well last night, honestly. Had a lot going on my mind, not to mention I scared the hell out of myself when I was looking up some Vampire Myth's and one of them had this creepy ass picture up. Stupid thing... I hope it doesn't make too much of an appearance in my mind tonight... I'll be very upset.

Woke up to Jamie coming into the room to use Dad's bathroom because Nicollette clogged the other bathroom... She was all, "She clogged the bathtub..." And I was all, "Good for her. It'll drain." And I turned around and went back to sleep. I don't care if I was being rude, I was tired and I don't celebrate Thanksgiving, so today really didn't mean much to me. Well, didn't mean much outside of missing the hell out of everyone that matters in CO... Stupid "holidays" really. Whatever.

I made cornbread. Argued with dad about it for 10 minutes because the man lacks cooking supply... I had to suffer with foil pans and a blender. Happy Cooking, Jen! Well, Mackenzie didn't sleep a wink period last night, so when I came to get her, she was half asleep on the bed. I decided to leave her alone, she wasn't feeling too hott anyway. So, Dad and I made our way to Grandma's house at 2:30 for TG dinner. Meh. I wasn't hungry, personally I found it too early to eat, but Dad wouldn't have that. He kinda made me make a small plate and eat it, especially since my lack of wanting to was getting Aunt Julie, Aunt Isabelle and Grandma a little upset. I know it was rude, but gosh.. When someone's not hungry, they're not hungry... I ate what I put down, Dad tried to convince me to get more to eat, but I told him he was dreaming. I made Mackenzie a plate and then I hung out with the family for a while. I never realized how much Daniel looks like his dad.. The similarites are remarkable! Guess what, Daniel? We know what you're going to look like 20 years from now! It's like seeing the future! Haha!

We came home, I told dad to sleep, I watched the last part of Lost in Austen... Then I got bored. I paced the house a little... then Aunt Julie and Uncle Danny showed up carrying a DVD player... They had bought one for Dad because he had mentioned that we didn't have one here. Wasn't that the sweetest? Really, they didn't have to do that, but I'm very thankful for their thoughtfulness and generosity. Thank you!

Well, I took dad to work around 10:30, takes a little while to reach the hotel room... And then I came back home. I walked into the room that Mackenzie is staying in and she was barely waking up. I handed her a ciggarette and we started talking. I apologized to her for being so busy with her, and asked if she was feeling any kind of discomfort or if she was unhappy.. She answered no to both those questions and we got to talking about a few things until Steve called and I'm still kind of talking to him while writing on AO with Ethan.... It's an Ethan Krosse night.

Right now Julie, Danny, David and Elizabeth are all sleeping. Kenzie is in the room writing and I locked Trinket in the Laundry Room because she was being a very bad dog. I don't think Trink really minds it in there, though. Usually we catch her sleeping. She rarely begs to be let out of there unless she has to potty or she hears unfamiliar voices. Haha.

Well, to my loved ones, even though I don't celebrate this day like you do... I am thankful, EVERYDAY, to have you in my life. I am one who is truely blessed to have so many people that love me, and I love in return, around me - If not in person, in spirit. Thank you for being exactly who you are, because each of you make me a better person everytime you cross my mind or offer me words. I love you all.